It seems that I haven't had a proper post since dunno how long ago, and I guess it is about time I sit down and type some meaningful stuff in this blog.

The past few months have been a really testing time for me. So much has happened. Most of the things that I had expected to happen all did not happen; things that I didn't expect to happen happened. It was a terribly testing time for me. And thank god I have myself to be there for me, carrying the weight of the whole world on my shoulder, while things just keep piling up.

Decisions. I can easily make decisions that pretty much affects only me. However, when my decisions can affect other people, I tend to hesitate. This past few months I've learnt that hesitations and trying to buy myself more time may not be a wise decision. But what else can I do? People talk to me like they expect me to be able to see the future with my balls (crystal ones). Sometimes I wish I can think like Solomon, the wisest man ever on earth. Oh well, I'm quite close to my wish 'cos I'm pretty much a solo-man in the face of adversity.

Friends have been giving me some good advices. Dex, SJ + Makelele, Pussy, WC, and especially LC. Sorry to those other friends who are definitely capable of making this list but know too little about everything and therefore are unable to offer me any advice.

The dust has pretty much settled. Oh well, life goes on. I'm gonna graduate by hook or by crook at the end of this semester, and at least I don't feel like I've wasted my university life. The good times definitely outweigh the bad times by many tons. I'm gonna end this post with a quote modified from a statement by my favourite urban planning lecturer.

"Just like globalisation, there is no turning back."