Show me the meaning of being lonely.. @ 11:38 PM
Read someone's blog, and it got me thinking.
How many of your friends are true friends? A person who seems to know almost everybody around him means he'll never get lonely? Think again.
After living for 22 years, I've experienced countless friendships which are forged because of the situation you are in. So are these considered true friends? Personally, I don't think so. I think they can only be considered true friends when we are able to move through various situations together. Believe it or not, I've stopped making true friends since my secondary school days.
In times when you do not even have one of your true friends with you, you'll tend to feel lonelier than ever. Especially when you're surrounded by people whom you know, but they all have someone else to talk to or to hold. Does it mean that you are weird? Nope I don't think so. Maybe 'cos I've experienced this kinda situations countless times, in army and even in hall.
Well, I'm happy for the people who manage to find true frens and bond together in hall. I don't think I want that to happen, thats why maybe I haven't tried to reach out to others and prob the reason why I don't really belong anywhere around here. It's sad I know, but I'm not ready to let people take up places in my heart which I've already given to my dear true friends.
I'm glad that I have wc and pussyjus with me in hall. They are the ones who I really feel comfortable to go to around here. Other than that, I think I gotta give some recognition to my true friends - Sj, dex and LC. Life will be so much fun-ner if you guys can be here with us (here as in hall, my frens are still alive k).
Maybe it's easier for other people to make new friends and really create strong bonds. Me? I prefer to just sit back in a corner and watch the world go by. Don't get me wrong, I cherish every friendship that I have. I just can't be bothered at times.